Well, here we go..... If you didn't read it above, let me just restate that Ruthie is not my real name. I am hiding my identity because I am not comfortable talking about my weight. I hope that I will be able to get to a point where I will feel comfortable revealing who I am.
I am 40 years old, 5'2" and weigh 260 pounds. Oh God, I can't believe I am going to send this out to cyberspace.
I am happily married and have 2 beautiful children. I have suffered with depression for my entire adult life, but have managed it with medication. My weight has always been an issue with me, but never to this extreme. I have tried every "diet" that is out there and know that they just don't work. I know that it is a lifestyle change and I have attempted that as well. But, it is the only way and I am starting again. I hope that by blogging about it I will be able to connect with others who are also on this journey and we can support one another.
I look forward to getting to know you.
